Coming back is always so difficult. I'm at work today but feel so distant from everything and everyone around me. It is as if the world is turning but I am standing still. We miss little G so much it hurts. If you're wondering what it feels like - I compare it to being breathless and/or having the wind knocked out of your lungs. But instead of it lasting a brief moment, it lasts much longer. I still have to upload pix, but here are two of them from last Thursday when we received him. Those smiles you see in the picture were left behind. They didn't quite make the trip back to Jax with us.
That's all for now...I don't have much in me today but sadness and longing for our little boy.